We may like our defects, but admitting to them leads to much greater things personally and professionally.
It is a universally recognized truth that we are not perfect. But sometimes we can let this fact by-pass by without “customizing” it — that is, without making it our own.
We are very brave when it comes to criticizing the negative aspects of others, and we may even judge them harshly, but … when it comes to turning around and taking a good look at ourselves, we justify ourselves, we excuse ourselves, we look elsewhere. Am I right?
There are even those who turn the defects of their character into bragging rights: they rebrand arrogance as “leadership ability,” call anger “having a strong character,” and so on.
So why bother improving your character if staying the same brings you social benefits? “I am the most admired in the neighborhood; they fear me.” Or at work, “I’m a shark.” “They know I’m capable of anything and that makes me ‘untouchable.'” “Among friends, no one will speak up because they all know that you can’t go against my opinion.”
Justifying bad character
Justifying bad character is a big flaw and it can only be fixed if the person wakes up and realizes everything he is losing. He will see that there are people who distance themselves from him out of fear, because they don’t want to argue with a wall. And he will see the damage he’s doing to himself.
Having a bad character also means accepting a poor way of being human. It is a poverty of spirit, an inner disease that calls for a look of mercy.
Do you remember the protagonists of Crime and Punishment? Just the loving look of a Sonya could redeem the murderer Raskolnikov from his own bitterness. But this was a Sonya who was able to accompany him to Siberia to do eight years of forced labor (we are not talking about a romantic but inactive gaze).
Becoming “lovable,” worthy of being loved
When one is not willing to recognize one’s bad character, it is very possible that one can be on the verge of losing love: the love of a spouse, of children, of friends … On the other hand, someone who knows he is imperfect and asks for help can at that moment become lovable, “worthy of being loved.”
How easy it is to love, help, and admire a “lovable” person, right?
But when someone barricades himself in his defects and says “This is just my character” to justify something bad in his personality, he should really be saying, “This is just my lack of character.” Because authentic character is perfection, having all values to the full— and that’s impossible in a living person because we are always incomplete. We can and must improve, and that’s one of the great challenges of humanity.
Are we already aware that our character has flaws? Do we want to improve? Write down these tips that can help you.
- Think of a person whom you hurt with your character defect and ask for forgiveness from the heart. “I know I humiliated you by talking like that and it won’t happen again. I’ll do what it takes,” for example. Or “I’ve been distant from you for a while. I give you my word that I’ll visit you more often.”
- Figure out which person knows you well (or whom you’d be willing to let in) and can help you: a friend, a relative, a priest, a psychologist … Talk to that person and explain that you need his help to open your eyes and help you find ways to overcome your lack of character.
- Take a definite stand against that defect. It’s not about beating yourself over the head or making one big resolution like “I will not drink alcohol again” but of setting off on the road to virtue. Set a goal every day, no matter how small.
Do a daily review of how your fight is going and write down what happened in three points: Did you fight? Did you win? What can you do now as a next step to improve? It’s important for you write it down so you can check your progress or your omissions. If we don’t jot things down, our memory can deceive us, and we can let four weeks go by without having done anything.
This article was originally published in the Spanish edition of Aleteia and has been translated and/or adapted here for English speaking readers.